*sigh* carrie is the only person that knows my terrible lil secret. it makes me feel like such a bad person. =( i messed up bryans gift... and i missed the bus... grand! this day sux! bryans gana flip on me! and it wasn't even my fault. i feel so lost and cold and dont know why. i want to drop out of school... but i dont want bryan to be upset :( i guess ill call my mom and ask 4 a ride... maybe i should ask if bryan can come over as well. *sigh* ill wait a bit... theres a song id like to dedikate 2 bryan... There will never come a day You will ever hear me say That I want Or need to be without you I wanna give my all Baby just hold me Simply control me Because your arms, they keep away the lonelies When I look into your eyes Then I realize All I need is you in my life All I need is you in my life Cause I never felt this way about lovin ...Nooooo Never felt so good..baby Never felt this way about love yay... dedikated! ok so anyways the title... yea... boi? come onnn are we avril wannabes? must be a teenie bopper poser type thing... jesus i caught myself doing it b4... its annoying! fuuuck. lol anyways, i want bryan 2 come overrrr today! grawr. well tis all 4 now...