well then... booooring day, nothing to do really... and did nothing holiday related either...
still delayed cleaning my room, but i think i might so i can have company =)
im mad at myself and mad at the world... i dont really know where i stand with anything or anyone, brandon? bryan? heather?
thing seem so mest. im really not going to ever be allowed to have fun and have it without strings attatched.
oh well... i did look over my x-mas carda from last year again... 37 of them. i had 37 friends who cared enuff to get me a card last year, why did i drop them all?
i made a list of people to give cards to this year... 5 of the people were the same from last year... and the other 17 people are new friends.
i decided id only give cards 2 people who care about me as much as i care about them. so im not gana give out cards to my friends that are only there sometimes... otherwise id need a box of 100, and my lil hands aint doin that.
but in all honesty. i hate christmas. its a bunch of shit... im more of a halloween person thus the purpose of my morbidly romantic x-mas theme of Nightmare Before Christmas.
yea anyways that was the 5th day of x-mas
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