FUCK today sorta sucked, I missed Peter's radio play and so did Jordi and Brandon cuz I was hungry and I felt like a dick, so now I can't really expect them to come to mine. Then my head decided to get all pressurized so it hurt like a bitch, but only during practice. I coughed like a mother fo. Then my mom asks when the polo pictures were, and I find out they were last wednesday when I was sick. So I didn't care all that much at first but then my mom's all like,"I'm more than upset, the first year you make varsity you wont be in the yearbook at all!!!" YEAH THANKS A LOT DICK FOR MAKING ME FEEL EVEN BETTER ABOUT MYSELF YOU PIECE OF SHIT. THEN I GET HOME, DO ALL MY WORK AND ACTUALLY READ MY SHIT, AND STARTED RE-READING As I lay dying, AND MY DAD COMES IN ALL "do you know how bummed I am about your pictures?" Thankssssss asshooollleee. Make me feel even greater! Then he comes in again trying to fix it cuz he knows he pissed me off. Then he comes in a fucking third time. GIVE UP. Fucked almost made me cry. He says how proud of me he is, ok thanks dad. "Your finally on Varsity and you have your little bag-" AND ALMOST ZERO PLAYTIME DICK! I'VE PLAYED IN 2 VARSITY GAMES, ONE GOAL, 3 ASSISTS, 2 STEALS, WOO FUCKING HOO. Once I'm as good as the rest of my team, we'll talk about how great it is. Dylans better than me and it pisses me off. I'm not even like next on the list of whos to play. Then theres Erin whos big with a good shot, then a fucking LEFTY named Daniel, then the fastest fucker on earth, Rylan. THen theres a fucking beast named Jon who's a senior anyway. So I actually tried to practice good today, and I did I guess, but Daniel was being un pro like so I wasn't guarding him hard and coach got all anal. And I fucking intercept once, then pack the ball away off his pass twice, then I don't pay attentio cuz he's playing all retarded, and being all dumb and immature, then I go for a ball and sluff, then he gets a ball(WTF) then almost makes a goal from being 5 feet away and on the left handed side all alone and thinks he's the shit. Then shit sucks with Lindsay. I never see that girl. It's almost like were friends. This is gonna get me in trouble, but it's getting off my back. No before school, but she has class so that's cool, no break, shes gets food in the normal line, me andmy friends go get food and are back pretty fast, enough time to eat and then chill. But w/e. No lunch, because she watched the radio play. But Peter WAS IN IT and he came back with like 30 minutes left, but I guess she wanted to chil with her Drama friends. Which would be coo if she didn't do it like everyday. Her parents say she can't use the phone which is cool I guess. The only time I talked to her today was on the walk between first and second, and when she signed my re-admit for drama 1. Man o man, we rock. L<3ve