Today was totally "whatever". I went to bed at 3, got up at 730, took a nap, had my shitty 1v1 with my boss, and then bought photo stuff. Then had class. Then duty. So BORING. Overall everything's been just blah lately. No surprises no fun. I even drafted tonight, payed 10 bucks, and didn't even care. I was like oh were done? I don't care much. Should have saved it. Taking a few photos was the only good part on today. I wanna buy a certain camera, but I need to save money for Andy, plus I want to give that camera as a gift to Jordan and Andy. And me lol. 72 pictures on one roll!? YES PLEASE. I have lots of class tomorrow, but no inservice. Like I'll do anything fun anyway. I should run. I WAS getting skinny, now I'm getting fat. I typed fun at first lol. I want more fun that bad that I can't even type fat. Like I should be having fun, but everything feels so boring. Maybe I should write more music? I don't think that would help. I can't even write lyrics, not that I've EVER tried. Too scurred. Ok I'm gona not sleep. Night