Something Something Something! Wow how did I get into this shit? It's ridiculous. Such a waste of time its terrible. But I proved to myself that I'm hard as hell, even with girls. Whew. But it somehow evolved into "I don't know how", which I think pussed out my victory. But I still didn't do anything, so there. Know this X. She's definitelly not right for me. AT ALL-nada-zip. Soooooo, my mom decided i couldn't see my favorite band last night, Set your Goals, because it was in SB, it isn't that fucking far. She's being so stupid lately. She wants to control me so bad, but I'm 17, and starting to realize that I don't care at all. until she yells at me and makes me feel bad for it. That's the only reason I do anything she says. Well that's not true. I do respect her, so I listen to her. But only for 340 sum odd days. Jordi comes back on the 5th, I'm happy, but most people aren't, but they have no reason to be dicks. I'm glad she's coming back, cuz I'll have someone to hang out with. No one calls me anymore. I only hang out with Robert, and only on the weekends. That's it. Brandon's always having sex with Katie, Peter always has shit going on, but his poserness pisses me off anyway so it's ok. i used to ang out with Erica and Madi allllll the time. But yea that went sour so now we don't. So i called Madi and we did my new favorite thing, TOOK PICTURES AT THE MALL YAY. Now i have three. So i have spent a lotta time with deAndra so yay. So there's this eternal hate for some people at work, it's ridiculous how much I hate them. But I got my times changed so I can go to practice for the last two weeks. I'm gonnna be slooowwww today. It's gonna bite. Oh well, don't care all that much. So I guess I'm meeting one of Brandi's hot friends at work, but honestly I could give a shit. It's gonna be lame, and I have a feeling I'm going to hate her. And Brandi not eating cuz of me? That's bad hunni. I feeel terrribblleee. So yes, i missed set your goals, and im upset. But rob is getting me a shirt, so i'm excited. apparentl something to do with pirates, and maybe bright yellow. I don't remember. You think I don't appreciate art. You think I don't understand fashion. You think I'm not hip. You think I'm pathetic. A nerd. A lard ass. Fatso. You think I'm shit. But you're wrong. Cause' I'm champagne. And You're shit, until the day you die.