Listening to: wu-tang clan
Feeling: jaded
I have 14% battery life so I better hurry. I just finished an article analysis on Sharon Kowalsky and Karen Thompson. That is some messed up shit.
On another note, this site has grown. I wish I commented on other's diaries, and I think I will. Make internet friends! Nerdy yay!
Maybe Ethan will make one. That could be cool.
I've been listening to wu tang clan a lot. Pretty ok I guess haha.
Ohhhh I talked to old friends today! Not old friends, just friends that I've been seperated from. I talked to Elli for a while, that was fun and interesting. I miss her bunches. I hope shes as white as me. I talked to Robert, one of y best God damn friends. I miss him so much, I hope I can see him over summer. He'll be in SF for a big part of it, so hopefully I can see him when I can haha. I talked to Brandon for a while, thats a sad deal. No one should have to deal with what he had to at his age. I wish he would just go to school with me. Hes my best man. Then I talked to Dan yesterday. Thats all haha. Then I talked to Mike again. It was still a little forced on his part, at least thats what he read like.
I hope hes ok with me.
I hope I'm ok with him.
The wedding should be fun. Hopefully I'm still invited huh?
11% AHHHHH
I learned the first half of We are gonna be friends today. I was sorta halfassing it too, so tomorrow I'll learn more. I'm going to Jordan's tomorrow for a while, get some realish food.
I have .05 J points left, 6$ in my bank, and 1.20 on my C card. So Jordan bought me tons of microwave food, and I'm starving and thirst haha, but honestly I think it might be good for me.
I wanna work at that vegan resteraunt this summer. That would be incredible. It would make things easier too. It would be a good job, surrounded by people like me, with food thats 1. DELICIOUS and 2. I can actually eat.
I shall apply there.
Then tattoos will commence. I will start the day after my birthday, sooner if possible.
I will start under my left arm, then move on to the big tattoos. The left underarm will be a wishbone.
The wishbone is because when I was young, all we ate for everymeal was chicken. Every meal. I hated it, but what made it special was the wishbones. Me, my mom, my sister and my dad broke them every night almost, and it was a bonding thing. It was a fun family thing that I wont ever forget. That what it will remind me of.
Then my sleeve will be zombies of everything I hope to never be, a reminder of what I hate and why, saying that the human race is dominated by the zombie masses, people programmed to be the same mindless drones as the person next to him/her. I know, not as sentimental, but still great.
Then diamonds on my pec/shoulder area. Thats simple. I'm diamond cut. I'm a rare breed of youth that harder, cleaner, stronger, and more beautiful of the rest. Vain much? I'm poison free and pure. Thats all those are.
7%
Then the the angel Michael or Gabriel on my right rib cage, striking down Satan or a demon. No explanation needed. Its my spiritual side on my skin.
Then somewhere two lions. Lions, to me, embody nobility, chivalry, purity, strength, etc. Those are qualities I want in my life. I want to be a lion. I am a lion.
gotta go.
6%
PCE
:)