Listening to: have heart-no roses, no skies
My laundry is done! AND hung up! Except my towels, still very filthy.
I had a pretty gnarly day, slept through a class and Andy texted me just in time to get me up for my film class, and got my assignment turned in. I woulda been PISSED I spent so much time on it.
Then I had boring ass classsss, then me and Rog ditched writing. So stupid...
Then I took a long, well deserved, in my opinion, nap and then went to the gym and sauna.
I feel myself getting stronger, so that's good.
I think I'ma step it up tho, tomorrow I'm going to swim club, then class, then a run, THEN maybe the gym, if I'm not burnt out.
That should whip me into swimming shape too, I heard they can really move.
Tomorrow I shall wake up early, and see the abroad lady. I hope she doesn't try and persuade me into going someplace I don't wanna go. I am an English major, I want to go somewhere that speaks English.
Huh. My have heart file is gone. Shitty.
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So I talked to Jordan on the phone.
It was so great and terrible at the same time. We were just shooting the shit but it was still nice.
Just hearing her voice was so many things. I can't even describe it, I could find her voice in a crowd of a million.
I don't feel like typing about it anymore, one last note.
When we hung up it was pretty tuff/weird/sad/happy. All kinds of things. I didn't want to go, but maybe she did? Like she had to and I had to anyway but still, I didn't want it to stop you know?
Ugh I don't want to sound weak. We were quiet for a sec, then she said bye, she sounded so strong. That sounds so fucking lame but I was like "well good."
I hate looking weak. I don't know what I'm saying.
I want her to know it's ruff for me, but I've always been strong in front of her, so its hard to tell her that.
Well bottom line it topped off my day in an interesting way.
I hope we talk again soon.
I guess I should sleep.
OOH! Finished my book. Dope.
Night.
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