I hung out with Brandon and Jordi. I missed him lol. Stupid Peter. awwwww. I made Jordi feel bad and I felt bad. But I'm still kinda of mad. I'm just really jealous. She is just so amazing and so gorgeous and every guy drools so I just get like fuck I have no chance. Like I have her, but I don't think I can keep her. She's just soooo real. Me and DeAndra were talking about this. I don;t think many people are real. Like VERY FEW. DeAndra is the closest. The only real person I know. Besides my Fam. Then theres like under 10 people who are real, and I can stand and just love to be with. She's one of them, Rob's one of them, Brandon's one of them, Mike's one of them, just random people. Liek The whole Mike group...just a buncha fun real people, for the most part. Two birthday parties and 3 b-days, Cherisse, Hannah, and Brandy. I'm excited, because I missed Andreas. I wanted to go soooo bad too. Like I was heartbroken when I forgot, but I guess it's my fault. So I keep telling them to remind me. I REALLy like Jordan. Like, she's amazing. Just outstanding. She makes me happyyyy. AND I MISS ROBERT YOU FUCKER. I miss you bad. Weekends coming up. Then I'll feel better. XXX