I'm going to be fucking sick. I'm so sad it's disgusting. I can't believe she's dating a guy who fucking smokes? What the fuck is that for a straight edge girl? honestly, I'm just way jealous. I'm not over her and it drives me crazy because I still like her. I even tried going out with Brandi and that shit didn't work. I think about her all the time, but at the same time, I hate her. I hate her attitude on people, I hate her choices on friends and atmospheres, but I love her unforgivingness, I love the way she's a complete bitch to everyone. It drives me crazy ad makes me happy, then I forget to forget that she's not mine. Then I think of er fucking boyfriend, and how much I hate him, even though I don't know him. Then I see Carrick, and want to punch him in the fucking face because he takes pokemon too far, get over middle school faggot. Tomorrow me and Madi are goin to see that ex girlfriend movie. I love hangin out with Madi, but it makes me think of her. So gay. Win lose kind of thing. I need some more photo strips. Me and Mike and Jessica were supposed to get some. Gotta make a call so bye. XXX