I'm finally happy! GOD DAMN it took so long. I can still feel it, but I also feel like a lot of my depression is gone. It was SO bad for a while. It might have been my body figuring out how busy it was, and when it can and can't sleep, but FUCK. Finally. I'm so afraid it is going to come back that it actually scares me.

Well, my buddies came up from Napa for the weekend, and it was epic. Highlights you ask?

1. Lord fornicating on our backyard deck at 3 in the morning

2. 5 edibles

3. Snuggling with Sorelle

4. Hookah in our sweet den we crafted from tents.

5. Not working on Easter

6. EVERY SINGLE SECOND

It was awesome.

Now I have to go back to school and DO shit? ROUGH.

OH! On an amazing note, as soon as I stopped being a sad weirdo, I met a girl. Her name is Sorelle. It is going well so far, I dig her. We're still in the "just dating" phase, but I feel like it is going well. It is just really hard when MONTHS later I still think about Jordan and wonder how she is doing, and knowing she is trying to be with a guy who doesn't deserve her. I GUESS she should have made the better choice.

UGH. SEE!? Now I feel kind of shitty. So a while back, someone left a little note for me on here, asking me to "be okay", and it had to be her right? Raise all my hopes, abandon me, then I fall into depression, then she pretends to care(if it was her), then when I ask about it she ignores me. I'M SORRY, FUCK. For how much she cries about people cutting her out of her life she is pretty damn good at it.

No more about that, or I'll rage. Just listenin to music, illin it at work. My boss for Zumiez wants to tattoo me soon, I'm excited. a HUGE one on my thigh. I'm stoked. ok, I'ma do work.