I feel so strong. Except for one part of today. I felt lie something was holding me back in the pool. I could not work hard. It's like I was pulling through glue. I wasn't even close to tired. Don't mix that up, just stuck. I don't know if I even care anymore. So I made my decision on the play, and I'm not trying out. In the end, it was a choice of morals. I guess the strong part of me pulled through. Comeback Kid. The Alpine. Good God. I'm so up for something new. I've been waiting for something like this to roll through. Dylans a flake. I don't even remember h/o.