Jordan came over! It was amazing and I had a lot of fun and it most definitely recharged my batteries. It is way easier to live again. Man we had a lotta fun haha. I just got back from the mall, and they didn't have the shoes I wanted, then the shoes I DID want they didn't have my sizes. Weak. On to very important things. I'm very pleased that Obama is going to be our new President. Very very excited. I think its great. I'm very pleased that prop 4 didn't pass, very very pleased. I'm not discussing any reasons, I'm just glad it didn't pass. Thats good. Prop 8 passed. That is down right disgusting. It makes me hate my country and state. I think that every person who voted yes is a bigot bastard and shouldn't have the right to be married either. Like, I'm so furious and disappointed and heartbroken. I want to cry every time I think about it. Thats fuck. I can't even believe it. I can help but hating so many people right now. 53% of the United States can fucking die. I'm not even sure if thats the right percent. I don't care though. So on all of those notes, me and Jordan had our first argument, and I felt horrible. I meant everything I said, and I wont take it bad, I just hate that we have different opinions. We agree on everything, big or small, and I thought it would be the same for this, but it wasn't. I wish it was different, but thats ok, we can just have different opinions. I do want to type this fury out though. I've always disliked them, but now I have a hatred for the Mormons/Mormon religion. I know that they're good people, one of my best friends is a Mormon missionary. I just can't accept their blind faith in something. Its not like I'm a Godless hater either. I go to church, I worship, I pray(sometimes), I accept everything in the Bible, but I don't pick and choose what to listen to. I accept the hypocrisy of it all. I can accept the contradictions. What I will not accept is when other people's rights get taken away. I know the Mormons didn't do this single handedly either. So as I was writing this Alex came in and we chit chatted. He might be one of the most knowledgeable people I have ever met. I bring my questions to him because more than likely he will have some sort of answer. Back to prop 8, I hope it gets overturned. I'm not so sure that it will happen, the chances aren't all that great, but I have a lot of hope. I just can't understand how people can be so cruel. Its ok though. One day GLBT will have their rights. One day people will look back and not understand the prejudices of today. One day all of you will be ashamed of yourselves. Also, I can't believe the mother fucker that put yes on 8 stickers on my sisters car. If I EVER see this person I'm gonna beat his ass. If its a she she'll just get an earful most likely haha. Maybe I'll be with a buff chick who can take her. That shit is not cool. I don't give a fuck if you're a cool person, if you're my friend, or whatever, I'll fuck your shit up. So in conclusion, America is letting me down. We finally have a Black man in the White House. Hopefully he doesn't drop the ball. Also, if one more person says that we have a "half-black" president I'll slap them. We have a BLACK president now. I said I was done so I'm not going into this, but think about it. Racists. Pce out awesome Americans. Fuck you bigots.