My comp is dead, I need to reformat the bitch, so I haven't had much internet access. Shit is heavy. I want to stay here a 5th year, fuck going abroad, and double major in English and Art-Photography. I want to quit this job and move off campus, but I won't. My dad wants to talk money when everyone gets back in November. I'm not worried, we can handle shit. What we NEED to do, all three of the college Quirks, is refill out the FAFSA and other shits. 3 in college, one money maker, who worked for countrywide and b.o.a.? We should get hella money now, and we can fill out special circumstance papers and get even more. Hopefully. God damn it I would love some financial aid. Even loans would be good. If I stay a 5th year I'm gonna have to pay for myself. I'm excited, but nervous. I', going to try and get a meeting with an art adviser for Friday, see whats possible. I'd rather double major than have an art minor. Would just feel better right? Things with Hanh are going as expected. Still don't give a fuck, overall. I like her more than I did Amanda at this stage, which doesn't say much. Like I work to get girl, get her, and if I'm not in love, I don't care much. Meh. We'll see I guess. Honestly, someone is going to have to prove to me that love exists again, cuz as of right now I find it hard to believe. Whatever though, doesn't matter much. Camera should arrive Monday, with all my film. I have one idea for my holga, then I'm taking pictures on the roll, rerolling it, sending it to France, Lindsay will retake the roll, send it back, then I'll develop it. Excited. I also need to find overhead paper and something to print on it. My photo class got furloughed today, pissed. An art professor died from h1n1. Also, at least 2 of my friend have been confirmed to have it. Great. Calvin called. Sorry pal I'm in the library. I should write for creative writing. Maybez. Calvin wants me to move off, and he keeps saying that we'll get a pit-bull puppy, bastard knows I want one. God damn it Jordan. That is all I can even say on that one. SPEAKING OF GOD! I'm finally getting confirmed, and the classes are SO boring. Like fuck boring. pce.