Hm. I'm very happy. Me and Lindsay haven't seen eachother in forever, but instead of fighting like normal, we just talk more, pretty snazzy. I'm enjoying how much were talking, cuz when she was grounded, comunication=0. Sweet. Dude, what's with my friends? Were like, spreading out a lil. kinda sucky. Especially me and Jordi. We were super tite for a long time. But I can't explain it, but I think she's starting to like the others more than me. And I think she has a crush on Brandon. Could be.... So friends. Is there some sort of fucking rank? Am I the fuckin sergeat? Private? Cuz I know for a fact they like eachother more than me. They like me, but just a little less. Sucks right right... Fucking Generals. I also feel bad because I never see my other friends, like Hannah cherrisse and Brandy. I really really like them too. I have some friends that I feel like sometimes I'm just done with for the moment. Or they just bug me somehow. I'm so hard to please. Robert's a nazi about being to shows on time, dude, we'll get there when we get there. And I hate how he labels himself and me and out music. He gets his own paragraph. Ok, me, and my general "scene", shouldn't have labels. People ask like what kind of music I listen to, I can't give them a straight answer, because I don't want to call it "hardcore" "emo" or any other crap. It drives me crazy. He says this,"I'm hardcore". Dude, do you need a label to feel good? God almighty.and now he's "vegan". I swear to God. What pisses me off its because "It's healthy" not because of the fucking animals. I was a vegitarian for over a year, but not because "It's healthy". He wont drink caffeine, normal milk. OMG. He checked the back of a fucking pickle jar. I know he's really thinking it'll make him look more scene or more "hardcore/straight edge", and I personally think straight edge is fucking gay, and he used tot hink so too but w/e. Late.