I hate when people can't distance themselves in an argument. If you can't do that that it is aweful hard for someone to be rational about something, and just because you're louder doesn't make you right. Especially these kids in my dorm. They're basically the only friends I have here, other than a few. I have others I COULD chill with, but this is just so convenient. Do they not understand that I'm tolerating them? As terrible as that is, for the most part, I am. They think I'm unintelligent, they pity me, they make fun of me. If I tell a funny story, it turns into a joke about me. If I do or say something wrong once, it might as well be tattood on my forehead. If I start and argument or disagree, I might as well stop unless I'm in a screaming mood. They don't understand that I can out-read, out-write, out-math, out-science, out anything any one of them. I know those aren't words but you understand the point. I have better morals than these people and, in general, have a higher respect for everyone around me. If I get one more FUCKING NICKNAME they're gonna know how furious I really am. Probably tonight I'm going to start writing my new story. Just because fuck everyone, and that'll probably show in the writing. OOhhhh and I forgot something else. I GOT MY NEW ROOMATE! And I love him. I loovvveee stoners. YAY. I got a total pothead. My side of the room has a vegan straight edge scarf on the wall, while his has a "the daily leaf" poster up. Its a joke about marijuana. I love weed. Other than that HUGE thing though, hes ok. He goes to bed like a normal person though, so I can't stay up late like normal anymore. Plus he plays polo, so thats ok I guess. All this still isn't enough to make me respect or like him. All that stuff I said earlier though wasn't targeted at Manny or Jake or Gordon and Ryan or Ethan or anyone. It was just a direct attack on Roger and Corbin I guess. I feel a little better now. It just makes me think about my friends back home. How much I miss that old gang. I have the best friends back home, for the most part. They break rules, but in general, are some of the most hilarious people I've ever met. I'm mad at some of them, but not a fraction as angry as I am now at them(here, or as I used to be at them(home gang). I'm going to go work off my anger, then read a story, read two more, write parts of two papers, then read a little for fun, then write for fun. Then maybe F12. ooohhhhh XVX p.s. sorry for the language everyone