So I never update anymore, and I'm sorry. I have been spending my internet time reading, so yeah. I read all the Twilight saga in like two weeks, Most of the Scarlet Letter, which is on pause because the new Tilight book came out, Breaking Dawn. So good. Driving me insane. I'm glad its the last book though, I couldn't handle any more. Not a second Harry Potter series, which is funny because I stopped after the fourth Harry P book, and this is the fourth. So thats good. I feel pretty bad, I just chopped down a beautiful tree, because it was killing our apple tree. Then as I was walking away, I here my mom gasp, and when she touched the newly saved apple tree, it fell over dead. Just my luck. Now I killed it for no reason. I was supposed to be packing too! I got dragged awake by a rape whistle every five seconds for like an hour, literally. Lots of leg hair pulling too, my moms twisted. So after I start packing, she drags me into that haha, love love love. I smell like that sprucy bastard I just killed. So my two years with my beautiful incredible girlfriend is coming up. Very excited, even though it might be a bitch paying for it. We have a vague plan layed out, and not one piece is cheap hahahaha. That is half the reason why I'm excited though. This coming year is going to be very hard for her, and I feel so bad. I hope we'll be fine. I know she worries about whats going to happen to MY feelings, but I'm like a rock with her. I just hope everything is fine back home. I want to read so bad. I need to pack though, so my mom will buy me clothes. This all sounds like I'm going to my first day of freshmen year sort of huh? I'm goig to be a Sophmore in College for those who don't know. I don't know how much I like that ''beating hearts baby'' song, but I wouldn't mind if it never stopped playing. Kind of a weird feeling. So I'm also sorry for not talking to anyone on here. I made a whole bunch of internet buddies, and then stopped getting on here. Blows. So holla at me.