Hmmmm nah

Listening to: From first to last
Feeling: listless
So I decided to be all "we don't have much time" and be all nice to people as much as I could, and for a few people, we got really cool, like Kelsey, we were cool, I've never really known her but she's really nice, and I just had to be nice to know her, but then other people, well everyone else, gave me SHIT back. Fuck you bastards. There were like a small ass percentage of you fuckers who are actually nice people. Is it cool to knock the drink Brandon just bought me down then throw it away? Hmmm...No? I love getting hit in the face with books. No no really Michael, it make smy fucking day. Especially as I was having a great day, right after being demoralized in English for the 100000th time. I'm really starting to hate that class. I never talk in there, becuase I'm scared SHITLESS. Descussion time, yay, "hmmm, I have an Idea, I'll say it..." Then a horrifying chorus of response in negative attacks me, ripping my soul to pieces like some sort of poetic scratch paper thrown aside by an A student. Seriouselly, I can handle being right, but if you make it any harder for me, I might kill myself. Hoyl crap you people are mean. And I'm not the only one. The others are like "fuck that". Then the usualy set of asskissers (Bri mainly) goes back to sucking ass and giving their shit. Their ideas arent even that great either, it takes them 9 years to get to my conclusion half the time. Granted, I'm not always right, but I shouldn't be afraid to be. They rip us bad, then I can't even look up anymore. And for more clarification, by "rip up", I'm referring to when I share an idea and I don't have a chance to even back it up with reasoning before at least 6,400 people tell me simply, "no." Then go back to their answers, then Daisy, knowing everything, pulls shit out of her ass to back up the other person. Don't get me wrong either, the class itelf is by far the best I've ever had, and the teacher is the best I've ever had. It's just the smart kids that fuck it up. Great class deserving of smart kids who are to smart to share the general wealth of knowlede, so they demoralize the "lower student", removing them from the class, forcing them to lower grades, less confidence to participate, therefore lowering their grades, which lowers their confidence more, until the "student" writes this.
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never talking in that class ever again. EVER. love you
[Anonymous]
kiefy i know what u mean. I think u are brillant and i always hope im in the same group as u cuz u really get this stuff. Im hoping you think that
[Anonymous]
im a truly nice person. And i hope im not an asskisser. I dont think so. Seriously though u are a genius and i loved your blues song...
[Anonymous]
whats "all this shit" that im getting into?
im not into it. ya i like to drink when i can, but thats like once every monthsince december. so twice... and ive done drugs ONCE. and ive only had sex with one person.

im just living my life to the fullest, and ive seriously never been happier.