I am like making myself a promise. That on monday I will try talkin to jake to see why he is mad at me or if he EVEN is mad at me...i really think he is! but after that I am like not gonna talk to anyone! I mean like everyone I talk to end up getting mad at me! and I cannot take it...like within 1 month the whole school will probably hate me! So i am going to try my hardest not to talk! unless it is like lizzie, gil, jake, karina, stephanie...basically! i hate it...i mean my life sucks...i know why blake and mayra are mad and i wanna fix them but they dont give a fuck and i wanna know why jake is mad and fix that like ALOT!