my brother was arrested. it is a really complex thing. but like now 2/3 of my brothers are in jail/prison. perhaps 3...i dont know because i dont know my other one he is in Illinois! but like, i dont get it. they are constantly in jail for stupid shit and like people are just like "awww how horrible" and are all depressed about it because my brothers fuck up! then when i do something is is always like "what a fuck up" "i cant believe you did such a stupid thing what were you thinking" and like it is a whole smash down on me...while nobody cares. like, today i made one opinionated statement to my dad about knowing if a car was in the drive way, i was like "i dont know and to be honest i really dont care" and he went off on me. i pointed out how he ALWAYS has an opinion and states it, but to him that is besides the point. like he sees it as he can buy beer, he can buy cigarettes, so he has alot more advantages/privelages over me, and basic bottom line, i dont have any fuckin rights. it is really gay...everything! like no matter what i do...i am like always downgraded, yet they are sitting in prison/jail and like my mom always trys bailing them out, always has, but like that is ok, it isnt there fault (WHEN IT IS) but i am punished for stupid shit that isnt my fault! i hate my parents...especially my dad. whenever i am around him i getting the feeling that i am worthless and just a fucked up mistake, and everything. i mean like he dont know me at all yet he still acts like he does and shit so i have to go along and deal with it. i am to the point where i am about to go off on him but i know i cant. he will hit me, he has done it to all of my brothers and sisters and has to me too! no matter what like i am not up to his standards, and never will be...but he dont care...only blames me, when if you look i have already refused many of the things all my siblings and parents were doing at my age! i dont get this fuckin shit.