I am so bored! Nobody is online! yeah..well i am feeling a little better than a few days ago! yay! that is good. some things are starting to look up...things are working themselves out. contradicting that..there are a few people right now that I CANNOT stand to be around and it sort of (being the keyword) sucks because they are my "friends" if you get what i am talkin about...many of you probably dont know what i am talkin about because not many of you know me! haha yeah. but i am sort of happy. the things that mean the MOST to me are getting good once again...and it isnt hurting to smile for once! christmas is in like 12 days practically and i am like not going to have anything to open because i already got the laptop! yes! but yeah..i think i want to get some of my friends gifts but i dont know what to get them and then people like glenn won't let me get them anything..punk! and then for the secret santa i dont know her so yeah complicatedness...i needa get my money...my neighbor owes me $60 that would buy a few presents considering the fact I HAVENT GOTTEN ANYONE ANYTHING! haha...yeah a little late this year, oh well it is me...cant expect much! i am getting in a really good mood for NO reason right now! at first i didnt want to go to school tomorrow cuz i didnt wanna be around ppl but now i am starting to want to go! hehe, i have very complex emotions! i cannot keep up with them...if you read my diary you may be able to tell! well time to go! ♥ always Victoria