poem
Feeling: sane
sitting here at midnight, trying not to think of you, trying to keep myself from crying. i dont want to fear, so just say you'll stay. i dont want to hurt, so just say you care. trying to mend a broken heart, uncontrolably fell so far... broke repeatedly. i love you, will my life and all, even though i continue to sit here and watch myself fall. i watch myself hurt, fear, cry and scream with no thought but you. how i love you true. the simplest thing, such as your smile, everlasting happiness in my heart, in my eyes. Out of my will, i fell for you so much, with my life i continue to hold. you slow the world, giving me time to catch up, just stopping the pain and tears. how foolish am i, to fall for my best friend, to wish upon the stars at night, to throw pennies in a well, every opportunity i have to wish, it consists of you. such a child to feel the way i do, but now i must love you, you are all i know, all i want, all i need. i love you so much, you're now my only fear, please just stay, be forever there. i need you, more than you know... i cant deal with seeing you go. so hold on for now, i know we can get through life, some way, somehow.
Read 2 comments
wow....I love you kid...♥Arik
[Anonymous]
xroxyfoxyx- aww that was really good and sad. :( I loved it.
[Anonymous]