i am so annoyed with my "family" right now. i mean we were all going to go to the fair today and go on rides and shit...like everyone basically and we call them at like 1:30 to see where they are and everyone is at the fair already and were like oh we heard you didn't want to go...and not one of them fuckin people called before they left to tell me. and i am always the one forgotten. but i am so fuckin annoyed by it...never have they forgotten anyone else...ONLY me and its so much bullshit. like beyond belief...i hate them all and i am about ready to just say fuck you and leave them out of my life. and i am DONE trying to be a part of my cousin's life that is down from Oregon. she had my other cousin there to go to the fair with her like always so fuck her...and them all. i hate them so much. how can you fuckin forget a person when like i was invited by like 4 different people and i had a guarenteed seat in the cars going...they all had the people who mattered and of course i am still not one of them. and then they have the fuckin nerve to be like oh we can pick you up at like 4...whats the point. the day is over ya think. i hate em!