Listening to: Green Day---Whatsername
Feeling: bleh
hey...i randomly chose my mood! hahaha i am having like a battle of the music with my dad and brother! and mine is sooo much better! Green Day VS The Ultimate Charles Daniels band? yeah i think i win way more! and it is so cold! i have a cd case on my foot and it is like shakin hahaha! OÃ Vay...i am in a Good mood! i ♥ it! i slept in late today...felt good but then i had to work on that project so i can go on the trip...and then i went to rite aid to see my sisters pictures she took! EWWWWWWWWW: she took a picture of me in her car on tuesday i think and it is so HIDEOUS! i hate it with a passion! which implies i hate me and that is soooo true! haha. i had an OK day nothing really really good except a little but the people who know are like the only ones who will know what that was! Sorry....cuz so many ppl read this NOT...like the 2 i told are the only ones who are reading it! so whatever! it is all good. OÃ...i need ppl to talk to online! Get it? yeah ya should haha! i will write more later
&same thing goes to you !:]
ps.
i`m gonna add you to my friends.
lol.
i was talking about God
and surrendering my broken heart...
crushed it lay still today
aim : dontletitheal
so i have to care about her. but she doesn`t about me.
that`s what it comes to.
no one cares about you. but you have to care about others. it`s so stupid. why make other people feel better &make you`r self feel like crap?
&me &my friends are losing touch. like we stay with eachother at school. but they don`t realize what going on in my life. &one of them keeps saying she`s depressed. BUT SHE`S NOT. she says that because she thinks shes fat &ugly &she doesn
&all the little popular people are preppy &sluts. &their life is like perfect.
&friends should be there for you. no matter what. i mean. if my friend was in pain. i`d be there with them every step of the way. even if they don`t care about me. i don`t know. i`m just like that. sometimes no. like you. i speak my mind too. &everybody knows that. but sometimes you gotta keep
but whatever. &most of these girls nowa days. are all perfect whores. so don`t worry about them. they realize nothing &care about nothing but themselves.
&about you`r friends. their life is probably all good. &they don`t realize the pain that you`re going through.
that`s what i hate about most people. they don`t care if you`re in pain. but if they`re in pain. you have to fucking care. or hell breaks loose.
you know. &i agree with the media is like the bible. you have to have pretty hair. makeup. parasuco or whatever the
when you need to talk to someone. you should talk to someone who actually KNOWS whats happening. i mean like someone who can cheer you up. or know what it feels like. cause my friends are like you`r friends. they don`t know what to say. so they just to play it out &say some stupid things that hurt. &
&they don`t know what to say so they say randomness &they don`t know the things their saying is actually hurting you even more.
&you just feel so alone.
I see you used it on here, glad you like it :)
Cool diary!
And thanks for the comment!
Emilie
&thank you.
that means alot to me.
i just write how i feel. &i`m sure if you did that too. it would come out better then mine.
:]
x3
-Becka
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-Becka