you found it as game, just something to play! did u ever think i didnt see it that way? your technique was to lie, no matter if it imade me cry! you had an excuse for it all, i dont know why you even called! told myself i wouldnt care, but somehow i did, and it caused all this! you lied from beginning to end, you were never my friend! you told me one thing then turned and contradicted everything u ever said! you say you dont mean it that you dont like me. then you say they dont know, they are wrong, they dont know what they are talking about you are just going to sit there and try to lie, say anything to stop my cry, but inside you woulndt care if i were to die! why didnt you just say it all, it would have been fine! instead you just lied, oh well since i dont mean anything, you must have had it planned! it all felt wrong, but the look in your eyes... i thought it wasnt a lie! i believed it all, thinking you would be the first to catch me if i fall! never knowing you would be the last to care, why did u act like you would always be there? why did u say you cared? were my tears a trophy, something else to brag about? i wanted to scream but could only cry, now all of a sudden i just want to die! i am still working on it! any suggestions? i made a quote thingie when you said you loved me i hated it, when you said you hated me I loved it i dont know, jus twhat i was feelin at the moment