i am so far away from where i wanted to be and told myself i would be! i have like a 2.6 gpa and i told myself that i would not get caught up in guys like before...but i already am! and it sucks. i am like starting to cry and i am breakin down so much inside..i cannot help it and can only try to hide it! i like hate everything right now and cannot fix anything! I am like back on the ROLLERCOASTER through HELL! and i hate it all. i hate like putting on a PLAY of my life as everything is ok because it ISNT! and never will be! i hate everything and mostly ME!