♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ for once i wish he knew: ♥how much he means to me ♥how much i care ♥how grateful i am for him ♥that he is my everything ♥how much i fear for him ♥how much i want him to stay ♥how much i wished he cared ♥how easily he makes me happy ♥how much i love his smile ♥how easily and quickly i fall for him repeatedly ♥how much i love the way he treats me when i'm with him ♥how much i love his hugs and never want to let go but he never will know or care ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥