Random thoughts

by brokenwords on January 16th 2005, 12:00AM

Listening to: yellowcard---gifts and curses

Feeling: tickled

1:10am-1:37am i have just been thinkin lately. random thoughts: *I cannot get over Glenns essay...it is so horrible! I am still terribly sad! OÃ Vay! I mean it is Glenn and he does not deserve anything bad like that! I love him and cant stand to see him in pain! I mean I wish there was a way I could help! I just wish that I could like take away his pain and everything bad in his life and just give it to myself! Like, I would do anything just so he could be happy! it is not fair! I cannot help but just cry, I know that I am not one of his good friends and I know I dont know all that much about him, but what did he do to deserve that or ANY pain? *I know i am searching for something I'll never find, wishing on things that will never come true, i mean i still wonder if life is worthwhile, should i keep my broken smile and attempt to pretend I am happy in life? or should i just let everyone see me cry and unhide my flaws? i know either way nobody will care and of course like always...not be there. i mean half the people i know dont know anything about me! for instance, the fact that I HATE ME or that my whole life is a lie!

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i like your header pic. i think when you feel depressed or just crappy in general, you should always confide in someone about ur emotions because after holding it in for a long time, it becomes extremely overwhelming.

[unrestrained]

hey co0l diary!!

[surfergrl01]

thanks.. I like the blue on yours to ..

hey i'm doing good. u? y did u put the little "tear" thing? u sad?

[Anonymous]

i like ur diary it's awesome!!where did you get urname thing in the corner?

amanda

[lovemeforme]

u didn't have to take the advice. it was just an option and something that i used

amanda (lovemeforme)

i unno wat ur prob is... but u needa quik tryin to make ppl feel sorry for u... if ur ass really is crazy like dat.. then u woodnt tell nobody, poser.

GOD that shit is pissing me off! don't let them get to you babygirl!!! ♥Arika

hahahhahaha just cause you ain't el brandito!!! hahahahahahahha omg omg hahaha...baby, I love you!!! fuck all them otha biatches!!! I ♥ U!Arika

hahaha, yea, el brandito!

[makebelieve]

life's like that. dude I would totally just talk to that guy up to his face. Tell him whatever you're thinking man... I bet he'd appreciate it. You're a cool chick from what I've read... so always ignore the rude and faggoty comments people give. I know how you feel about that pink part. lol. ick.. pink. sorry. have a jolly good day

-some random commenter, just another psycho.

thank you for everything...I hate to discourage you, but nothing is going to help me at this point...I'll get over it eventually, I always do...I think el Brandito thinks I'm el coocoo...lol...*sigh*

hahaha...yea, I'm the crazy one...he probably hates me now

hahaha, I went to write you back, but I don't know what you said that I was supposed to be writting back...hahaha