i think i've made it a game to let myself cry

Listening to: third eye blind
Feeling: betrayed
You almost always pick the best time to drop the worst lines I have nobody anymore. the truth came out...and i guess i piss them off. and they blame me! Almost all my "friends" have turned their back on me. and i am just so ready to break down, just drop it all and say goodbye. their presence has been a play in which i was never told. but now i know. and i wish they would of said that a long time before. i would prefer nobody over another lie. They shouldnt pretend they care. they shouldnt have done half the shit they did. i am pissed and hurt and want to cry. if they will pretend to be there what else will they do? what else have they faked? they faked my LIFE...i mean seriously. they took it too far. and now i fear. i thought they cared, and now i just cant bring myself to be there..i dont want to talk with them, little alone support them when i normally would. i want it all over. i cant seem to be friends with anyone right now, and they can't seem to be friends with me. not even one.
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