by brokenwords
Listening to: tyranny of normality
Feeling: shocked
watching from the side
girl after girl after girl
broken hearts now sitting on the floor
while i stand and watch you take the plunge
into another high school crush.
Happiness consumes you,
something you seem to never have known.
Smiles form upon your face,
this time its true.
You've gotten it right,
love now makes up your life.
while i stand and watch you take the plunge
into another high school crush...
the smile on your face
fills with me guilt...
because i just think how much i hurt
thoughts enter my mind..constantly
i stand here watching relationships come and go...
whats so good about them?
why am i doomed to be here filled with pain
and hoping soon it will go.
another high school crush...maybe its real this time!
now here i sit,
broken heart has shattered more.
i continue to walk,
head hung in shame looking at the floor.
i dont want to cry these tears anymore.
i'll tell you its ok, i show you a smile
but still i'll live in denial.
watching from the side...
i wont let you be bothered when i cry,
another plunge...
i wont let you be bothered with my broken heart,
another girl,
i wont let you be bothered with me.
another plunge into a meaningless love
just another shot to my heart.
still a broken heart on the floor
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