hey well everything is going downhill from where it was a few days ago. i mean i cant take it anymore and i wanna say something but i cant! i mean i like him and everything and he basically made it clear that he doesnt like me and that i am "mean" to him...i dont know...i just want to cry and i have nobody to talk to. then i think that there is someone else that i am starting to like but i cannot say for sure! i am so confused...and i have no clue what to do. normally at this time i talk to my friend(s) but none of them are going to understand! and there are things that i cannot say! i just wish i have a control on my life but i am far from it!