watch ticking louder and louder heart beating faster and harder while the anger and pain move the knife such a beautiful sensation perfect feeling to end my life deeper, harder, more red soon covers the floor I definitely need to do this more. cut more, better each time no feeling enters my mind numb to the knife, numb to my life learn soon the knife is nothing to fear sitting in a soft noise arm is a violin knife is a bow beautiful melody being played its a song you'll never know as the cuts heal i begin to feel, begin to fear grab the knife lets rehearse the song this time heres the twist at the end you'll never feel this again lets get it right lets not make a mistake don't try to put up a fight in the end slowly pull up towards your chest, don't fear i am here its okay to cry its okay to fall its your life ending after all so do it right make it real you have nothing to fear