i hate that feeling, when you get so excited to see their screen name sign on and all of a sudden you cant think about anything and you have no care in the world, then a minute of talking you regret iming him...and feel stupid and hurt and can't stop the tears from coming to your eyes. when you talk to him and you know you did nothing wrong but you still feel guilty and still say goodbye with tears in your eyes...while you wait for a reply saying its okay that you can still talk to him. even though the reply never comes.
and as you sit there trying not to cry or anything and he has no idea how you feel or that you are crying all because of him. while he just lives his life with everyone else as you sit behind him wishing he would see you and acknowledge the fact that he promised to always be friends with you.
and then have him say that he isn't mad at you or annoyed by you..but you still feel as if he is...no matter what.
i hope eveything works out for the best for you, though im shure it will. the sun will shine on you again, and if not, come visit me. i will take you for ice cream and lay the boys at your feet. good luck :)
thanx
were hardrock/punkrock/bit of emo