by brokenwords
Listening to: differences
Feeling: ill
I lost all hope,
Faith and strength.
So here is where i end,
I give up, once again...
I fell so far, failed so much.
No more encores,
No not even one.
This is my worst end,
And you don’t see or care
What you have done.
Here i cry while i sit
Living through my fear.
Nothing will help,
Millions of tears,
Thousands of screams,
Hundreds of cuts,
This pain i have,
Will forever remain.
I cannot blame,
Nobody but myself.
I cannot think,
Anything but to bleed.
I cannot try,
No not once more.
I cannot feel alive,
Just hatred and pain.
A sudden death has risen above,
Above all the words you speak,
Above all the things you do.
Forgive me, I have thought not,
Forget me, I have helped none.
With a painful failure,
A shredded friendship,
I have tried too much to mend.
With a pointless death,
I shall live yet never forget,
Never forget the way i came to my end.
Send your pain, hatred and lies
To me, for i am the cause,
You need not hurt on my behalf.
A failure, ever so awaited.
I'll apologize until I can no longer speak,
I'll love until I can no longer feel,
I'll cry until I can no longer,
I'll scream until I can no longer be heard.
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