Sam has been in Raleigh since June 3.

He still hasn't called me.

For someone who claimed to be so in love with me, he sure lost all feeling for me fast.

He said we were just breaking up to see how it was single.

I don't want to get back together. It didn't work.

And I'll have Tom once the year starts again. And I like Tom. Tom's a nice guy. Tom GOES TO UNC. And even when it would be "distance" (which would be the minority of the year), he would be 4 hours away instead of 10. And he wouldn't have all those stupid fucking military rules.

But he never called me. like he said he would.

And he isn't making any effort to see me...