I called Braden last night. It was so good to finally hear his voice, and actually talk to him. I've missed him so much!! For the past month and a half that him and I weren't talking, it was like losing my best friend, because I always always told him everything. Even the little, insignificant things that no one else would ever think mattered. I told him 5 times more than I did anyone else, and I lost that. And it's been really, extremely hard for me lately. Sooo I finally worked up the nerve to call him last night. And it was really nice. We talked about absolutely everything, like we always do. And for the first time in forever, I felt free from everything... which is the way I always feel with him. And I felt safe, and happy... like everything was going to be okay. And I haven't felt that way forever, because he hasn't been there, and he's the one person that I need the most. Especially lately. So, I'm just glad that I got to talk to him. I missed him more than anything!! He's calling me tonight sometime, since I don't work. And I told him about what happened to Mike... and I was so relieved afterwords because I've been wanting to tell him. It's been really weird not being able to go to him and tell him everything that's going on with me, and it's also been really hard for me... Ali would tell you that. ------------------------------------ I was only at the school today until 12:00 because I was suppose to go to my site. I didn't though. I'm going to go tomorrow and get everything worked out. Then hopefully I'll start going on Friday, or next week. I went out to lunch with Alaina, Erin, and Robby today. Then I took them back to the school and Emily was leaving to go home because she doesn't have to go to her teen teaching site until next week or something, so I ended up taking her home. Then I came home at 12:30-ish and did Kim's paper route with my mom. Then came back here for awhile until I had to pick up Kim, Ali, and Robby from school. The freaks who have to go all day =) Tomorrow's going to be a busy day. I have to go to periods 1-5A... then I'm leaving after that and going to the hospital to see if I can use them as my ACT site... then, if Ali's able to go with me, I'm picking her up from the school around 12:30 and we'll hangout then I have to pick up Stephanie from the college at 1:45 and the three of us are going to Mike's funeral at 2:00... then after that I have to go to work from 4-10. Fun fun fun!!