I see a future in her eyes... a future out of reach. Everytime I look at her, I feel a sense of happiness... a happiness that could be broken. I can't seem to grasp the concept of true love. It seems unreal. And my biggest fear is that all of this is just a dream that I'm going to wake up from soon. It all seems too good to be true, because I'm in love with her. So deeply in love with her that it feels unreal. I see her everyday, and I know that I can't keep being this lucky. I feel like she's going to be taken away from me, because isn't that what happens? True love isn't real. Love like this isn't real. Most people just learn to settle... but for the first time in my life, I know that I'm not doing that with her. She's the absolute best there is for me and I'm lucky that I found her. But what if I'm not allowed to have the best? What if no one is? What if when you get it... if you ever get it... it's taken away from you? She just moved in with me, and everything seems to be going perfectly... but life's not suppose to go that way. Which means something's going to go wrong soon. Something's going to happen. Something bad... and I'm not going to be able to stop it, or make it better. What if I lose her? What if she wakes up one day and realizes that it's too hard... that I'm not worth it... that she can't do it anymore? I'm scared of how unreal this all feels... scared of waking up one day and realizing that it all really is just a dream... scared of losing her... scared of not making it in this world... and scared of messing up.