I still feel like I'm living in a dream because nothing about this seems real to me? It seems too impossible. I never thought I could feel this way, or that this feeling was even real for that matter. I always thought it was something that people just made up. Maybe it's because I've never felt this way before. But I do know that my feelings for her are so strong that it makes my heart hurt. How crazy is that? Seriously. And I know that I already told you about last night, but I'm going to tell you again on here because I don't want to forget anything, even though the whole night was unforgetable =] ... hmm but I'll have to tell you tomorrow, because I'm too tired to type it all right now =] tehe.