Someone told me something recently that I'll never forget. They said, "Every new year is a chance to start over. It's God's gift to all of us. And no matter what we've done... or how the past year was... it's washed away. And all you have to do is figure out how you can make things different... how you can make your new year better than the last." So that's what I'm going to do. That's what I want to do. And I know it's going to be hard... I know it's going to suck at times... but I want this year to be good. No matter what happens... I want people to know that I (myself) am different this year. I want people to be able to see a change in me... a good change. I want a new me in this new year... and I'm going to do everything in my power to make that happen.