For awhile now Ali's been telling me that I'm the one who seems to be having the hardest time accepting who I am... that everyone else is fine with it... and she's right. I guess I've wanted so bad to believe that this is something I could make go away, but I've realized that it isn't. Until now I've been too afraid to admit it, but I like Kadi. I know I barely know her, and I haven't even met her in person yet... but I have talked to her online and over the phone, and from what I've gotten to know about her, so far, I really like. I'm still scared to death, but I've decided that I can't change how I feel. I can't hide who I am either. So I might as well be honest with myself. And I can't wait to finally meet her this weekend and get to know her even better than I already do. I'm also excited that you guys get to meet her too :) Hopefully we all have fun.