I don't think she can love me forever. Or maybe it's the other way around? I don't know. But our passion for each other isn't there like it used to be. Maybe that's life. People say that it happens, but you never think YOUR life will turn out the same way as other people's life. You always think that yours will be better somehow. Or maybe it's hope. You HOPE that when you fall in love with someone that the passion you have for that person will always stay the same. But life isn't like that, I guess. Eventually it dies down. It happens so quick that you don't realize it until it's too late. For instance, towards the beginning of the relationship you're having sex all the time, and the next thing you know you're lucky to be having it once every 2 months. -------- I don't want to move back to Marietta. There... I said it. The truth is, I miss my family, yeah... but that's it. There's nothing else for me. I've started a new life for myself in Newark. A life that I'm happy with. One that I'm not ready to give up. Not unless I have to. The people I work with, at both of my jobs, are like my second family. The campus is beautiful, and perfect. I love the instructors, and COTC has one of the best nursing programs in Ohio. The past couple of weeks when I've been so worried about whether or not my mom has cancer, I've cried a lot. But I've probably cried just as much whenever I've thought about having to possibly move back here if she does.