why it's so hard

Listening to: leona lewis
Feb 19, 2008 2:38 PM (to me, from andrea) ok so... you tell me that i should tell you how i am feeling because sometimes i don't and i don't tell you enough, and why i don't is because my feelings are SO strong for you, it's hard to explain and sometimes i don't want to because i don't want you to think it's too early for me to feel these things or that i can only think i feel this way. cause i KNOW i feel this way. the only other time i have felt even close to this was with kayla, but now it is so much different because even though kayla and i were best friends i knew her differently then how i know you..i am falling / have fallen for you so fast and at first I was worried and scared but now i know for sure that these feelings are real and strong. And i know we havent met in person yet but i know it's going to work out with us. i'm sure of it all now. ---------------------------------------------------- Feb 20, 2008 5:25 PM (to me, from andrea) so if you didn't get that.. i love you, i know i do. it's a big thing to say, but i know that's how i feel. --------------------------------------- Feb 23, 2008 8:22 AM (to me, from andrea) (while we were at passion) So I was sitting here thinking and it's really crazy that I miss you this much. I didn't know I could miss you or anyone THIS MUCH. In a way though it makes me smile, it shows me how real my feelings are for you but at the same time it really sucks cause I feel so lonely and idk, any other word that fits how I'm feeling (cause I'm sure there are lots =P) but anyways I hope you are having a really great time (i'm sure you are cause of what you've told me so far it sounds amazing) i miss you. ------------------------------------------- Feb 26, 2008 1:36 PM (to me, from andrea) First off, you make me so incredibly happy. I think about you so much and I find myself smiling at random times during the day because I think about something you said, something you did, or just anything about you. I go into my first class and everyone always notices a grin on my face, I can't hide it. Secondly, you make me okay with who I am. I had never been totally happy that's why I used true.com, I wanted to find someone but I didn't want to show the whole world who I was because I was ashamed, but I'm not ashamed anymore. I have found the person that has made me the happiest I've ever been and I would love to tell everyone how incredible you are and how happy I am being who I am with you. And lastly, well actually I pretty much said everything, in those two paragraphs butttt you are incredible and i can't wait to see you, because it's going to be amazing, and =D you just make me so happy! =D ---------------------------------- Feb 24, 2008 2:41 PM (to me, from andea) I can't seem to catch my breath It's in front of me Behind your lips And here I go, Letting go Just another, let you go I never thought I could be like this I wanna spend every moment here with you You've shown me a place I've seen but never knew So here I am Here I am Here I am Here I am Just for you Just for you In the dark Moving hands to find my way Reaching for a chance And the words to say And here I go Letting go Just to never let you go I'm so scared to feel so safe I wanna spend every moment here with you You've shown me a place I've seen but never knew So here I am Here I am Here I am Here I am Just for you... I've been so quiet for so long Waiting for the chance to find me Now I'm finding out That things have never been so real Never felt the way they should be Now they've found me I wanna spend every moment here with you You've shown me a place I've seen but never knew I wanna spend every moment here with you You've shown me a place I've seen but never knew So here I am Here I am Here I am Here I am Just for you Just for you... --Just for You by William Tell it's amazing look it up. i don't think you realize how easily you make me smile. it drives me crazy that i don't know when i'm going to see you. if i wouldnt be grounded for the rest of my life i'd grab my keys jump in my car and drive as fast as i could to you, thats how badly i want to see you, but i'll wait just so i know that i wont get in trouble and be able to see you more than once =P you are truly amazing, and i can't wait to see you, hug you, kiss you, and accomplish everything on the list wit you. =D
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