As much as it scares me, these movies represent what I want more than anything else. I want to be with a girl. Not just be with one, but be in love with one... and have her love me back. I want the real kind of love. The kind that Ali and Corey have. The kind that I see others share, all the time. I want to be happy... and I know that's what would make me happy. I don't want to be with a guy, and I'm not sure if I ever will. There's just something about being with a girl. It's better. I can't explain how, but it is... in so many ways. It feels right to me. And even though I'm still having a hard time excepting this about myself... I know that it's who I am. I can't change who I am... and I can't force myself to be with a guy if it's not what I want... if it's not what's going to make me happy. And I need to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks... because if I keep trying to be who I think people will "except" then I'll never be truly happy... and I deserve to be happy. ------------------------------------- ------------------------------------- "I may not be God's gift to women, but I am God's gift to one woman." "When I'm weak, I draw strength from you, and when you're lost, I know how to change your mood. And when I'm down, you breathe life over me. And even though we are miles apart, we are each other's destiny." "I used to find my self trying to change you, but if you were meant to be my lover I wouldn't have to." ------------------------------------ ------------------------------------ "'Cause I miss you, body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away and I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today. 'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right, and though I can't be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side." "Time might head us nowhere, Fate might break us apart, but I'll always be thankful that once along my journey I knew someone like you." "I don't want to be your number 1, because that means that there is a 2 and 3; I want to be your only one!" "Don't promise me forever, don't promise me the sun and sky, don't pretend to know you'll never make me cry. Just hold me now, and promise me you'll try." "Love me because you need me, not because you want me." "Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction." ------------------------------------ ------------------------------------ "We are who we are, how we got here doesn't matter. What matters is- what do we do now?" ------------------------------------ ------------------------------------ "I guarantee there’ll be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life... because I know in my heart, that you’re the only one for me." "Love is like the wind.. You can't see it, but you can feel it." "...I just don't understand how God would let us meet, if there is no way for us to be together..." "Love? above all things I believe in love. Love is like oxygen. Love is a many splendored thing. Love lifts us up where we belong... All you need is love!" "You can't help who you love, you're not supposed to." "There you see her, sitting there across the way, she don't got a lot to say, but there's something about her, and you don't know why, but you're dieing to try... you wanna kiss the girl." "I would rather have tasted her lips just once, touched her skin, one time, and made love to her for one night, than spend the rest of my life without ever knowing that." "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more; that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds." "If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one." "But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for." "Perhaps after all our worries and questions, we’ll discover that all along God had the right thing at the right time for us. Perhaps His plan is more wonderful than anything we could create by ourselves - whether it comes with 'pomp and blare,' or quietly, 'like an old friend.' Perhaps... perhaps... we should entrust our questions of 'How?' and 'Who?' and 'When?' into His tender care." "Don't expect love. It comes unexpectedly." "I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, and you smiled back because you knew...."