I just got done watching the first three seasons of this amazing show... this show that makes me want all these things. All these things that I can't have. Things that I want so unbelieveably bad. Which is exactly why I can't have them! I'm not ready to have them. And I realized that we all want something. We're all searching for something. That one thing that can make us happy... and for most of us... that one thing is love. Some of us get lucky, and we find it early on in life. Some of us aren't so lucky, and we have to wait. The question is, how long? From the very beginning we're made to believe that falling in love is the ultimate goal in life. That once you have found that special someone, you're all set. But if that were true, then that would mean that everything up to that point meant nothing... right? It would mean that those who never fell in love, never lived. Which is why I disagree. I don't think falling in love is the ultimate goal in life... or at least, it shouldn't be. It may be for some people... and it may have been for me too... but not anymore. I don't want to be a person that follows that belief system anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm not living until I fall in love. Yes, falling in love is an amazing thing... and I'm not saying that I don't want to, some day, because I do... more than anything, I do... but I don't want it to be all that I want anymore. I don't want to constantly wonder when, or where, or with who it's going to be... because I feel like the longer I wonder or "search" for it, the longer I'll be waiting.