I wasn't expecting you. I didn't go looking for you... and you found me anyway. I've never felt like this before... about anyone... not even Braden. But that's crazy for me to say. It hasn't even been a week yet... and I shouldn't be feeling what I'm feeling. It's all too fast, right? If anyone knew how I felt about you... how we felt about each other... they wouldn't believe us. They'd say we were crazy... that it's not possible. But to me it is possible. To me, we're not crazy. This all feels more right to me than anything else ever has. I'm so scared though. I'm so scared that I'm going to wake up tomorrow and find out that it was all a dream. That none of it ever happened... meeting you... talking to you... none of it. What if this turns out to be what I think it is? (too good to be true). It seems too good to be true. You're too perfect. I haven't told you that... but you are. I feel like I'm not good enough for you. And I don't understand why you chose me... when you could have anyone. We have a list already. A list of things we want to do together. And that's the one thing that makes me feel like this could be good. That this could work. I haven't been happy in so long. It's almost like I'd forgotten how. But you've helped me remember. You make me happy. And maybe that's wrong... maybe it's too soon to be happy... but I hope it's not... because I am. And I hope we get the chance to do everything on our list. I hope we even do things that aren't on our list. Tonight you asked me "if we do work out, and you go to osu, will you try and make us work or will you just end it?" and it made me feel like you want this. You want us... and you hope we make it that far. And I told you that I would try and make it work... that if we make it that far then I'd do everything in my power to make it work... that if I'm feeling this way about you now than I can't even imagine how strong my feelings for you will be by the time I transfer... that there's no way, if we made it that far, I'd ever let you go. And I hope you believed me. I hope you did... because I meant everything I said. I've never said something to someone and meant it as much as I do that. I want this to last. You're perfect for me, and I will try my absolute hardest to be perfect for you.