I don't know if "excited" is the word I'm looking for or not, but it'll have to do for now. It's what I am and how I feel. I'm finally getting out there, and it feels good. I don't know what I'm doing yet, or how all of this works exactly... but I'm doing it. And I'm excited! ---------------------- I'm scared too though. This is all new to me and none of these girls know that. They think I've done this before. That I've known this about myself for a long time, and I haven't. And when they ask me how long my longest relationship was and I tell them 3 years, I always leave out the part about how it was with a guy. None of them know that I've never been with a girl before... and I don't think I can tell them.