I deleted them. I wanted to start over
and a part of me wanted to delete this, but I knew i would eventually make another one. So i started over in the best way that I could. now for your entry, i liked everything you said. and i got what you said about you not feeling like a christian anymore.. but ashley, (not that I have to tell you this) God loves you now more than ever! And he IS reaching out to you, you just can't see it not yet.
and about braden, hang out with him!!! that is awesome that you guys are still talking, and it's okay to miss him.. he IS the one person that TRULY knows you best.

oh and for kadi and andrea, if talking to both of them makes you happy then keep talking to them. they do understand you and i bet it is nice to have that. you need that


love you