My whole life drastically changed in a matter of days, and I'm constantly being reminded of that fact... every second of everyday. I went from 1.) living with my parents and having a sence of security, 2.) seeing you and Niki whenever I wanted, 3.) not really having to work, and 4.) not having the stress of going to classes and studying... to the total opposite. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. Like everything changed too fast and there are times where I'm so overwhelmed that I just sit and ball my eyes out, because I don't know what else to do. I don't have my parents right there by my side anymore, or you and Niki... and I work over 20 hours a week, plus juggle my classes and study time. I don't have time for anything else. I'm trying to hard to talk to Niki as much as possible... because I miss her so much. And I can't let this distance tear us apart. I won't. I love her too much to let anything like that happen....