ok so i've been thinking alot lately about me and jayme realtionship.... decided it was biggest mistake of my life, felt like i wasted 19 months of my life doing nothing:P but i dont regret it cause it helped me realize that i keep settling...and i need to stop. i make this vow now and forever... I will NEVER AGAIN settle for a guy, i will look for the good one the one i want, the one who will make me truely happy. speaking of happy Jacob called me last night, out of no where was driving home from picking up new car (08 civic red sexy) we chatted. let me know that he is FORSURE going to be here for dawson trail days social, am VERY excited at this. have decided that i need hot guy at dawson trail days, must make jayme jelous and need someone to be my friend while everyone is off with jayme. since he will be there and we share the same friends its kinda inevitable. and just think now with jake comming will have not only 1 but 2 cute guys to make jayme jelous. ryan said he will make jayme jelous for me....which is good jayme HATES ryan!!! works in my favour that we dated before i dated jayme. now to a completely different topic...... have discovered i am VERY high maintence like more so then normal people. i have princess complex, is good and bad thing all at once. also have very expensive taste brand names, designer names, i refuse to buy cloths from walmart, im too good for it....not taht i openly admit it but yea im too good for shit like that. i have respect for my self and i need a man who can afford me.....which so far all i've found is Jays and hes a no no. cant date a guy whos like a brother to me, just WAY too awkward. also have very high standards so far....not alot of men who meet said standards...not even close. not much else to report....yea --LO--