alrighty now well i've have aseveral cups of coffee and for the past 5 hrs i havent stopped talking about him heather thinks that i'm in it with him but i cant be no not this soon i mean its too early to be in IT with HIM i mean he is amazing and i really really do like him but i cant be in IT with him and i'm scared crapless right now......oh well mayb i'm over thinkin this whole thing i dont want him like that i just want him to be my boyfriends for a really really long time and i wanna have something that means something not that its gonna happen cuz he doesnt like me and i should shut up before i get my hopes up and go crazy like n shit!! -kristina