well another day has passed and i'm still lost i still dont know where to go from here or what i should be doing. today at lunch was hell.....Megan Mc started to play this song on her CD its a song she wrote bout a guy dieing yea i ended up walking out bout 30 seconds into the song i just couldnt do it i couldnt handle it. i thought i could make it thru one day without crying but i couldnt and i prolly wont be able to for a while. things just seem to get harder as each day comes.....its a new obstacle to face a new challange and i have to do it all without him and frankly i dont know if i can do that.....its just hard. i need smoeone to be there for me to help me thru this i need a boyfriend i need a mike thats what i need. he makes me laugh and smile and he makes me happy i need him not matt i need mike -kristina